Last Week's Post (Plus Today's Courage)

(Side-note: Chose not to post this last week because I was a wuss. Chose to post it today.)

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I had a seizure today. I have small seizures nearly every day, but this one was a little more intense. Initially, I wanted to hide it from the world because I would hate for you to think that things are getting worse for me. Or judge me for not making good decisions about my treatments, or talk to your spouse about how you saw me drinking a beer with some friends, so therefore I must not be sticking with my treatments. These are the reasons we (or at least, I) hide things from others. Fear of being judged. 

Since I felt the need to hide this information, to sweep it under the rug, I've randomly decided to do the opposite. To take this moment that preferably I'd like to hide away, pair it with the freeing realization that washed over me afterwards, and share it with you now. To, once again, make myself vulnerable to you and to myself. It's been awhile.